i dont care anymore. firstly, i would lyk to thank kai wen for talking to me. thank you! make me feel so much better. anyway, it's not lyk there's anyone i else i can talk to. the only other ppl r the cause of this prob. so i cant possibly talk to them. tried. no use. so wadevr. anyway, i'm lyk, used to it already so i don care. i've got enuf problems at home. n when i say i did projects coz u ppl keep saying i nvr, don say u didnt say tat i don do projects. coz u did. so don deny. n don sae sry all the time. sry here n there but it still happens so might as well don say. n since i'm used to it i don care. n i am not pms-ing. y does it mean tat i'm pms-ing juz coz i haven had it yet n i'm pissed with the whole world. it doesn't mean that so stop accusing me of sumthing that u haf no evidense to. so juz shuddup n leave me alone. but then again, tats wat u do best. so gd for u.u don noe anything bout my life in sch. coz im unable to tell u bout it. coz u juz ignore me. juz cut me off n talk to sumone else. so y shuld i waste my time. don cum telling me tat i awaes sae nvm nvm. coz realli nvm coz u'll nvr understand. so y try. n don cum telling me u can do this better than me. i'm not u so juz get out of my life. i hate studying n if i do bad then too bad. don compare me wif yr results or sumone else's results. y cant u juz praise me for sumthing tat i do well. juz for once. instead of juz concentrating on the bad stuff. i nvr get praises now. only nagging n scolding. to hell with it. no wonder i don ever feel lyk going home.don whine yr head off juz coz u want sumthing. ask me if u wanna eat my sweets or use my stuff. don go saying in yr act cute voice i want! or gimme! wadevr lah. if u cant ask properly then don ask at all. act lyk yr sex n stop acting lyk the opp. one. stupid fool. i hate swearing. so if u wanna swear u can bloody hell go sumwhere else n swear. don swear it while looking at me n say tat u were nt swearing to me. too bad but i felt tat u were swearing to me since u were looking at me. look at the thing yr swearing at if u must look at sumthing. i juz try to help but no, swear in my face. stand at the other side n tell her a secret n expect me to ask wat b4 u tell me. but then u probably wont hear. u nvr do. it's almost a daily routine. i can predict wats going to happen now after everything i say or do. it's so simple. coz it happens all the time. n stop trying to act lyk u noe me. u don noe the least bout me. if i don ask questions u can jolly well ask me questions. r u tat retarded tat u cant even ask a question to a person hu doesn't study n apparently wastes a lot of time on other stuff that are juz as equally imoportant to me but not to u? don waste my time. don go around saying that u cant do this juz coz u don haf the 'materials' to do it. y don everyone juz throw away their materials so that we don ever have to do projects n hw anymore. wouldnt tat be great. saying u don haf it is a sorry excuse.telling u my probs doesnt realli help but u cares. not tat keeping it inside will help anyway. might as well throw it all up. does me gd. get lost if yr not happi.
it's not my business to make u happi.
don bother n leave me alone.
it's what u do best isn't it.
mu
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